ADD MY NEW BUZZNET--- http://desireex93.buzznet.com

yeah well i have a blog ( well becuz me and amber. well we are BLOG W.H.OR.E.S..!){JKJK} mkay well i cant keep up with it =[  im to addicted to myspace... and buzznet =] well lately i have been having lack of updates on my SUPER BORING LIFE! well now i am going to update u.. so be prepared to hear a HUGEE verbal b.i.tc.hs.l.a.p. to everyone i hate in my super .g.ay. city and school. mkayy soooo yesterday well my aunt and uncle came over (bunches of fun) well they figured out some secrets i had. yesh they are secrets but not SECRETS. im not that stupid. i know ppl will this.

1.        i have a bit of a trucker mouth

2.        I was in a HUGEEE fight with a “ friend “ of mind

3.        im not a good little girl anymore

4.        I have issues

5.        I cant go to sleep anymore

I know those are stupid secrets… but any who let me explain

1.) I must say. I do curse. ALOT I know its bad and its not “ lady like “ but my parents always do it in front of me so I don’t think its that bad. But OMFG I NEED LIKE A BLEEPER THINGY becuz im always swearing. Its ridiculous.

2.)  well this fight with a” friend” has been going on since the first day of school. Its rele hard to be friends with her becuz we both have the same personality. We are both kinda b.i.t.c.h.y ( my trucker mouth) we both like to be rite and we both like to have the attention. And yeah that plus two teenage girls equals BUH-BOOM. Dudeee there has been so many fights for the stupidest things. And the last fight I have ever had with her is the reason why I want nothing to do with “ it” (that was mean =]) all the ims and name calling and shiz-nit like that was a bit drastic and immature. But whatever it happened so ITS OVER AND IM SOOO GLAD.

3.) yeah I have had my share of bad rong doings. NOT TO MENTION I AM LIKE A STALKER MAGNANT.anyways the bad things that I have done aren’t that bad. But they { my parents} kinda found out that I have a myspace and a buzznet ( this thingy that I loveee ). I culd honestly not rele care what my parents think. My parents can SHOVE IT for all I care. But they don’t rele don’t mind that I do have them. Just as long as i am “ safe”. But my parents weren’t to happy with the fact that I have myself and my life posted on the internet for the whole world to see. See they were fine with just having a page with my name on it. But when she saw that I had my pics and these spiffy journals she FLIPPED. Oh well I dont care what she has to say. Becuz wither way I was gonna get one eventually.

4.) yesh I do have issues. I have like 2 super moods. Its rele weird. The first one is the spaz desiree. I AM SUCH A SPAZ SOMETIMES!!  Good god I sometimes have the weirdest bursts of energy where I go CRAZY. Its funn. I mean like bouncing off the walls babbling crazy. And then there is emo desiree. The one that HATES LIFE and thinks that everyone and everything needs to go in a hole and die. {like now}. And and for a while { april to be excact } the emo desiree WONT GO AWAY. I don’t like it >=[ . and those two moods like mess aroung with me. AND I DON’T LIKE BEING MESSED AROUND WITH. Its not funny having things toying with ur emotions like that { lol } oh well anyways. I have the tendency not to talk and be alone. And I honestly like to be alone. But then again I NEED to have my friends with me. SEE THEY ARE MESSING WITH ME AGAIN! And the not talking thing. Is sooooo not me, I LOVE TO TALK. I can talk for hours.. =[

5.) mkay well while my aunt and uncle were sleeping over my parents told them not to mind the noises. Becuz I like to have my ipod on 24/7 and since my music that I like is SUPER LOUD { hehe mcr} they thought all the ‘ boom ‘ noises were becuz I was tripping or something. DO THEY HONESTLY THINK IM THAT CLUMSY.?! Just becuz in my short little life time ive ran into a few walls and doors doesn’t mean im gonna trip repetadly. Anyhoo… I cant sit still AT ALL. And when I try to go to sleep.. I cant. The “ theory “ is that I have to many thoughts.

We shuld all know that " my "many thoughts theory" is a bunch off bull right there.{ loll, I just dissed my self} {{THAT’S NOT KOOL MAN U NEED TO CHILLLLL WITH THE DISSING}} {{{how culd I say that about myself?! Im gonna go sit in a corner and rite a blog about it now.}}} MY .G.OT.D.A.M.N.N.MOODS >=[

 

 

i abosolutly hate my school. I MEAN HATE WITH a burning passion of a million suns and a blowtourch. all this effing drama. wth. the guys at my school are like major low. they are soo perverted and we arent even that od to be thinking those kind of things. its disgusting. that is sooo not hot. i swear i can never have a decent guy friend that isnt like that. and all the popularity comments are seriously pissing me off. yeah in the past school year i have gotten pretty popular and pretty hated SO WHAT why do u have to rub it in my face? oh yeah and all the emo comments need to stop. i mean seriously who labels anymore?? its so tacky. im gonna dress what ever way i want and i culd rele care less wht u think. and dont even get me started n friend drama. i mean thereis so much stuff going on with my social life. its ridiculous. all these rumors and fight for nothing are never gonna matter. who cares about bfs and crap. my goodness everyone needs to rele chill and stop being so hypocritcal. all i want is to end this year without all this crap. and some nice comments in my yearbook.

ahh i feel better.
xoxo i heart u haha

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Yes, i am from nj. a city REALLY close to belleville about 20 mins. anywayss im here bored out of my mind becuz the mothers day party thingy hasent started yet. ughhh. i have had an ear infection and a cold and i didnt get checked till now. stupid lil me thought it was allergies. well the cold wont go away until the earinfection does so thats gonna be awhile. so yea im me becuz i have no life and i am really tired of my friends.

yea well i really wanna know when the video for teenagers comes out. I thought it was gonna be released on April 30. yea guess not anywayss i have a feeling its gonna f.u.c.k.i..ng. rock d.am.m.i.t. oh btw there it  a little clip of the teenagers video. Im really tired of juss seeing the pics http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JJZBUm5JV-0

 

Emo (slang)

From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Emo is a somewhat ambiguous, controversial slang term most frequently used to describe a fashion or subculture which is usually defined to have its roots in punk fashion and subculture, as well as some attributes of gothic fashion and subculture.^[1][2]

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Music

The term emo originated in the 1980s to describe a genre of music stemming from the hardcore punk music scene in Washington, D.C. Early bands labeled emo (or sometimes emocore) in this scene included Rites of Spring, Embrace, and Fugazi.^[2][3][4] The term emo as a music genre has become broader and broader with time, and now is loosely understood to mean "rock music with emotionally-based lyrics or effect," which could be used to describe a broadly and poorly defined group of nearly every popular (or unpopular) rock band. The term is so loosely defined because its definition is still the subject of debate.^[1][2][3] Emo now often refers to a person's fashion, personality, or both, as well as the music genre.

Fashion

Emo fashion is usually defined to have roots in punk fashion as well as gothic fashion. By almost all current definitions, emo clothing is characterized by tight jeans on males and females alike, long fringe (bangs) often brushed to one side of the face, dyed black, straightened hair, tight t-shirts which often bear the names of rock bands, studded belts, belt buckles, Chuck Taylor All-Stars, skate shoes, or other black shoes—often old and beaten up—and thick, black-rimmed glasses.^{[1][2][5][6][7][8]} Emo fashion has changed with time; early trends included haircuts similar to those worn by the Romulans and Vulcans in Star Trek, tightly fitting sweaters, button-down shirts, and work jackets (often called gas station jackets). This has fallen out of fashion nowadays.^[5]

Typical male "emo hair": Long fringe (bangs) brushed to one side

Caricature of stereotypical emo fashion

Beaten up Chuck Taylor All-Stars typical of emo fashion

Gif animation of male emo hair, used in Instant messaging clients and as signatures in internet forums

Personality

When referring to a person's personality and attitude, most definitions of emo hold that an "emo person" is candid about their emotions, sensitive, shy, introverted, broken-hearted, glum, and often quiet.^[6][9] Emo personality is also often connected with writing poetry, which addresses confusion, depression, loneliness, and anger, all resulting from the world's inability to understand the author. Emo poetry uses a combination of any of: a highly emotional tone, stream of consciousness writing, a simple (ABAB) or nonexistent rhyme scheme, references to the flesh, especially the heart, heavy use of dark or depressing adjectives, concern over the mutability of time and/or love, and disregard for punctuation, grammar, and/or spelling. Themes such as life is pain are common.^[10]

Some definitions of emo hold that typical "emo persons" are likely to inflict self-injury, most often by means of cutting, burning, or otherwise mutilating themselves.^{[11] [9]} Some assert that it is cool within the emo subculture to pretend to be suicidal and self-harm,^[12] or that participants self-harm purely for personal enjoyment.^[13]

Emos are also stereotyped to use depressing Internet screen names that sometimes contain straight edge X's, often using ironic sloganry, a poetic sense or cliché (eg. xmourningafterx).^[8]

Criticism

In the years since emo music's rise in popularity, both emo music and emo subculture have attracted sometimes severe criticism.^[13] The term emo itself is sometimes used pejoratively, to suggest that the target is "overly emotional."^[6] Emo in general has been characterised as a fad which will be discarded and forgotten in the near future.^[12] Emo music has also been compared to the teen pop of 1990s boy bands.^[12][14] Critics cast the music as lacking any artistic merit, the fashion as "embarrassing" and members of the subculture as imagining or pretending that they lead harsh, painful lives when they actually live in comfortable, upper- to middle class homes.^[12] Members of the emo subculture are portrayed by critics as melodramatic, self-pitying teenagers who pour their efforts into writing bad poetry and spending a great amount of time on MySpace.^[13][12][15] The current emo subculture has been called a "sad caricature" of what it once was.^[13] Critics have gone so far as to contend that the emo subculture or emo music are likely to cause youth to commit suicide.^[11][12] The backlash against emo music and subculture has become so prevalent that it may itself have become a cliché: one commentator notes that "hating emo kids these days is as hackneyed as emo itself."^[13][16]

Grammatical usage

The word emo can be used as either a noun or adjective.^[6][9]

Adjective (1): All my friends are emo.
Adjective (2): I feel emo today.
Noun: That person is such an emo.

References in popular culture

• New Marvel Comics superhero Trauma dresses in stereotypical emo fashion. This was addressed explicitly when his drill sergeant Gauntlet called him "emo-boy".^[17]
• Skype, an online communications application, comes standard with an "emo" emoticon with black hair and long fringe.^[18]
• In September of 2002, web developer Jason Oda created Emogame. The game pokes fun at numerous emo stereotypes and musicians.^[19]
• Hot Topic has issued a patch that reads "Cheer Up, Emo Kid!"^[6]
• Vans has issued a T-shirt bearing an image of emo fashion marked with a no symbol, captioned with "Don't Get Emo."^[20]
• Released in 2004, the short film How to Be: Emo is a satirical instructional film which teaches teenagers how to be emo. The film quickly became an internet phenomenon, earning cult status within weeks.^[21]
• Mad TV also screened a parody of the popular children's toy Tickle Me Elmo, advertising a product called "Tickle Me Emo" that utters stereotypical emo phrases.^[22]

 

dont be offended by the folowing angry letter to all those haters out there

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IM TIRED OF PPL THINKING THAT EMO IS BAD. ITS JUST A FUCKIN TYPE OF MUSIC SO ALL THESE BULL-SHITTERS SHOULD GO TO URBAN DICTIONARY .COM AND READ IT A WEEP BITCHES DONT INSULT ME OR CALL ME ME EMO

 

REN=MEMBER I HATE U!!!!

From : Miss Blessing Nkono.
Abidjan, Ivory Coast
West Africa.
Email blessing_nkono@yahoo.fr


APPEAL FOR URGENT BUSINESS ASSISTANCE.

Dearest One,

Permit me to inform you of our desire of going into business relationship with you. I am quite aware that my message will come to you as a surprise because it is indeed very strange for someone you have not met before to contact you in this regard

I am Miss Blessing Nkono the only daughter of late Chief.and Mrs. Emmanuel Nkono My father was a very wealthy Coccoa merchant in Abidjan, the economic capital of Ivory coast, my father was poisoned to death by his business associates on one of their outings on a business trip .
My mother died when I was a baby and since then my father took me so special. Before the death of my father on November 2005 in a private hospital here in Abidjan he secretly called me on his bed side and told me that he has the sum of (Seven million,five hundred thousand United State Dollars).USD($7.500,000,00) left in fixed / suspense account in one of the prime bank here in Abidjan,that he used my name as his only daughter for the next of Kin in depositing of the fund.

He also explained to me that it was because of this wealth that he was poisoned by his business associates. That I should seek for a foreign partner in a country of my choice where I will transfer this money and use it for investment purpose such as real estate or hotel management.
Pls, I am honourably seeking your assistance in the following ways:

(1) To provide a bank account into which this money would be transferred to.
(2) To serve as a guardian of this fund since I am only 22years.
(3) To make arrangement for me to come over to your country to further my education and also to secure a resident permit in your country.

Moreover, I am willing to offer you 15% of the total sum as compensation for your effort/ input after the successful transfer of this fund into your nominated account overseas.
Furthermore, Pls indicate your options towards assisting me as I believe that this transaction would be conclude within seven (7) days you signify your interest to assist me.

Anticipating to hear from you urgently.
Thanks and God bless.
Yours Sincerely,
Blessing Nkono.
Please reply back to me through my private email address
blessing_nkono@yahoo.fr

 

panasonicyouth: 05/02/2007 1:35 PM Michael provides us with today's QOTD. We're a society of labels. Gay. Straight. Emo. Hardcore. Hispanic. White. Preppy. You get the idea. Is this natural? More importantly, is this a good thing for our society to do? Are we forming communities based on these labels or are we just wedging ourselves apart?

im tired of ppl judging me and calling/thinking/asking if im emo. no offence if u r but its just friggin ahhh-noying

well if i didnt have my friends or mcr i would be dead. seroiusly. anywaysss

amber and alli (secret lovers lol jk) thanks a bunch i heart u guysss and thanks for understanding me

gabby and abbie- u guyss crack me up bestys since 4th i heart u's

marena and bridget- u 2 are soo sool b i love ur hair and marena ur spaz moments r soo funny i heart u guysss

kayla, caitlin, and rache;- C.e would be soooo boring wit out us we laugh hysterically at everything and and make a boring class fun. I heart u guyss

well mcr you just fucking rock dammit sooo........ i give a damn about u..... tru fuckin that!

Well anybody else i heart u's 2

kay anyways thanks u guys for being there for me and u r the reason why i get up in the morning so i love u guys ihope u's know it bye!!! oh btw call me i really need someone to talk to

 

 

hey. i need help. for the past couple of weeks/months ive been feeling reall sad. ugh i dont know if its depression but i need to know. ive flipped out at lots of people lately and acting like im all happy, giddy, hyper all the time is wearing me out. i havent told my parents how ive been feeling but i think they are noticing now. gawd i need some help

chain mails piss me off.

 

 

It's possible, so I'm not taking the risk even though everyone hates chains.


==========Original Message==========
From: xoxoxomrsrossxoxoxo
Date: 04/28/2007 6:30 PM
Subject : Fwd: SUSPECTED MURDERER! OTHERWISE I WOULDN'T SEND IT!

==========Original Message==========
From: emmyatthedisco123
Date: 04/24/2007 4:08 PM
Subject : Fwd: Fwd: Fwd: SPECTED MURDERER! OTHERWISE I WOULDN'T SEND IT!

==========Original Message==========
From: jtmbrendon
Date: 04/24/2007 7:12 AM
Subject : Fwd: Fwd: SPECTED MURDERER! OTHERWISE I WOULDN'T SEND IT!

Serious people pass this on!!!!


==========Original Message==========
From: brendonurielover1234
Date: 04/23/2007 5:34 PM
Subject : Fwd: SPECTED MURDERER! OTHERWISE I WOULDN'T SEND IT!

==========Original Message==========
From: xxheartbrokenxx
Date: 04/23/2007 4:04 PM
Subject : SPECTED MURDERER! OTHERWISE I WOULDN'T SEND IT!

don't hate me for sending this but i dont want anyone to get hurt


==========Original Message==========
From: emptyxbrokenxlies
Date: 04/23/2007 3:58 PM
Subject : IF YOU TRUST MEG THEN OPEN THIS RIGHT NOW!! I'M SERIOUS!!

Seriously I know you'll call me a hypocryte for sending this, but it's something important, so don't hate me if you hate chainmail and such!


==========Original Message==========
From: notxjustxbass
Date: 04/23/2007 3:52 PM
Subject : IF YOU TRUST ROXANNE THEN OPEN THIS RIGHT NOW!! IM SERIOUS!!

im sorry you dont like chainmail but this is no fucking game!

==========Original Message==========
From: daveyhavokfan87
Date: 04/23/2007 3:35 PM
Subject : Fwd: SPECTED MURDERER! OTHERWISE I WOULDN'T SEND IT!

i dont care if u get pissy at me for sending this but i care about my friends and i want you all to be safe


==========Original Message==========
From: daveyluv123
Date: 04/23/2007 3:23 PM
Subject : SPECTED MURDERER! OTHERWISE I WOULDN'T SEND IT!

Ok everyone I got this info from my friend & so I'm letting you know this important info, & please send it on!!





Mkay, so I read this, and it freaked me out. Needless to say, I thought all of you should know.

State police warning for online: Please read this "very carefully"..then send it out to all the people online that you know. Something like this is nothing to be taken casually; this is something you DO want to pay attention to.

If a person with the screen-name of imahustlababay or http://www.myspace.com/ineedatipdrill contacts you, do not reply. DO NOT talk to this person; do not answer any of his/her instant messages or e-mail. Whoever this person may be, he/she is a suspect for murder in the death of 56 women (so far) contacted through the Internet. Please send this to all the women on your buddy list and ask them to pass this on, as well.

This screen-name was seen on Yahoo, AOL,

AIM, and Excite so far. This is not a joke! Please send this to men too...just in case! Send to everyone you know!
Ladies, this is serious.
Gentlemen, PLEASE let your Lady Friends know....

IF WE CAN PASS ON JOKES, SURELY WE CAN PASS ON A WARNING THAT MAY SAVE A LIFE

(Note from TamakiGirl: I know people hate it when I send this stuff, but this actually seems serious, so just deal with it!)




I got this.... well, today I think, and it sounds serious, so if imahustlababay messages you, DO NOT message back!!!!!!!!!

hey just got back from the mall. big whoop! any way i got some sweet piercings. got my third hole and cartiledge pierced. it hurts real bad but i like the pain.( i know im wierd). and i got baby blue etnies and converses. yea well im feelin a lil bit sad. later 

i hate life its really shitty and has no point. i fuckin hat drama so fucking much. can SOME people get over them selvesd becuase this shit drives me crazy.i really don't know why i am so sad and quiet right now but if i figure it out i'll tell u. heart u all

*hugs and kisses*

alrighty then well im up past my bed time.... and since i have no life i am going to get my lazy ass up and do something that every mcr fan should do. WRITE A FAN FICTION DAMMIT!!! *sighs* Too bad i can't write for shit and have major writers block. anywayzz if u have any ideas leave a comment or e-mail me cuz im stuck! anywayzzz i heart u all!! xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox *hugs and kisses* :( i need a major hug ): hehehe u no whats really funny?!?!?!?! FLUFFY WHITE PILLOWS!!!!! YAY WOO-HOOO REMEMBER HELP ME WITH IDEAS FOR MY FANFIC. LOVE YA!!! gotta go put on my jammies! nighty-night!!