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yaya. for the next 2 weeks im gonna be in florida.!. big frigging woop. yeah its gonna be fun i guess. but im gonna have major blogging withdrawel syndrome. {mbws } [{ i know i cant speel}} anyways. today pretty much.... sucked. i was homee alonee all day. know dont get me wrong i LOVEE staying homee alonee. but... staying himee alonee meanss no going out n e where. and packing for a damn vacay means no going out wither. DAMN

i thiat is soo not far. but anyways in florida im gonna be hanging out with my supa cool cousins and going to the beach and whatnot. ehh well ill most deff tell u about it when i come back. who knows if ill be able to get on at my cousins house

so leavee somee lovee here for me when i get back. and i rele hope i make it to the tope ten in the contest to rename the wmhc. ahhh well i heart u

xoxox

dezzii

IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE?
So, here's how it works:

1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
6. Don't lie and try to pretend you're cool...

Opening Credits:
This is How I dissapear- my chemical romance

Waking Up:
Im With you - Avril Lavigne

First Day At School:
Give Em' Hell Kid - My Chemical Romance

Falling In Love:
Demolition Lovers - My Chemical Romance

Fight Song:
Bury Me In black - My Chemical Romance

Breaking Up:
All These things I hate ( revolve around me) - A bullet for my valentine

Prom:
Drowning Lessons- My Chemical Romance

Life:
Are We The Waiting- green day

Mental Breakdown:
To The End- My Chemical Romance

Driving:
Girlfriend- Avril Lavinge

Flashback:
Sleep - My Chemical romance

Getting back together:
dance, dance- fall Out Boy

wedding:
cemetary drive- my chemical romance

Birth of Child:
Skylines and turnstile- my chemical romance

Final Battle:
House of Wolves - My Chemical romance

Death Scene:
the bird and the worm- the used

Funeral Song:
misery business- paramore

End Credits:
Dead! - My chemical romance

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" the scene socioty " it pretty self explainitory. Its postive, sounds col, and sophisicated. { yay big words }

i absolutly ahdore the wmhc sooo... i put my imput.

i heart u

xoxoxox

desiree

yeah well i have a blog ( well becuz me and amber. well we are BLOG W.H.OR.E.S..!){JKJK} mkay well i cant keep up with it =[  im to addicted to myspace... and buzznet =] well lately i have been having lack of updates on my SUPER BORING LIFE! well now i am going to update u.. so be prepared to hear a HUGEE verbal b.i.tc.hs.l.a.p. to everyone i hate in my super .g.ay. city and school. mkayy soooo yesterday well my aunt and uncle came over (bunches of fun) well they figured out some secrets i had. yesh they are secrets but not SECRETS. im not that stupid. i know ppl will this.

1.        i have a bit of a trucker mouth

2.        I was in a HUGEEE fight with a “ friend “ of mind

3.        im not a good little girl anymore

4.        I have issues

5.        I cant go to sleep anymore

I know those are stupid secrets… but any who let me explain

1.) I must say. I do curse. ALOT I know its bad and its not “ lady like “ but my parents always do it in front of me so I don’t think its that bad. But OMFG I NEED LIKE A BLEEPER THINGY becuz im always swearing. Its ridiculous.

2.)  well this fight with a” friend” has been going on since the first day of school. Its rele hard to be friends with her becuz we both have the same personality. We are both kinda b.i.t.c.h.y ( my trucker mouth) we both like to be rite and we both like to have the attention. And yeah that plus two teenage girls equals BUH-BOOM. Dudeee there has been so many fights for the stupidest things. And the last fight I have ever had with her is the reason why I want nothing to do with “ it” (that was mean =]) all the ims and name calling and shiz-nit like that was a bit drastic and immature. But whatever it happened so ITS OVER AND IM SOOO GLAD.

3.) yeah I have had my share of bad rong doings. NOT TO MENTION I AM LIKE A STALKER MAGNANT.anyways the bad things that I have done aren’t that bad. But they { my parents} kinda found out that I have a myspace and a buzznet ( this thingy that I loveee ). I culd honestly not rele care what my parents think. My parents can SHOVE IT for all I care. But they don’t rele don’t mind that I do have them. Just as long as i am “ safe”. But my parents weren’t to happy with the fact that I have myself and my life posted on the internet for the whole world to see. See they were fine with just having a page with my name on it. But when she saw that I had my pics and these spiffy journals she FLIPPED. Oh well I dont care what she has to say. Becuz wither way I was gonna get one eventually.

4.) yesh I do have issues. I have like 2 super moods. Its rele weird. The first one is the spaz desiree. I AM SUCH A SPAZ SOMETIMES!!  Good god I sometimes have the weirdest bursts of energy where I go CRAZY. Its funn. I mean like bouncing off the walls babbling crazy. And then there is emo desiree. The one that HATES LIFE and thinks that everyone and everything needs to go in a hole and die. {like now}. And and for a while { april to be excact } the emo desiree WONT GO AWAY. I don’t like it >=[ . and those two moods like mess aroung with me. AND I DON’T LIKE BEING MESSED AROUND WITH. Its not funny having things toying with ur emotions like that { lol } oh well anyways. I have the tendency not to talk and be alone. And I honestly like to be alone. But then again I NEED to have my friends with me. SEE THEY ARE MESSING WITH ME AGAIN! And the not talking thing. Is sooooo not me, I LOVE TO TALK. I can talk for hours.. =[

5.) mkay well while my aunt and uncle were sleeping over my parents told them not to mind the noises. Becuz I like to have my ipod on 24/7 and since my music that I like is SUPER LOUD { hehe mcr} they thought all the ‘ boom ‘ noises were becuz I was tripping or something. DO THEY HONESTLY THINK IM THAT CLUMSY.?! Just becuz in my short little life time ive ran into a few walls and doors doesn’t mean im gonna trip repetadly. Anyhoo… I cant sit still AT ALL. And when I try to go to sleep.. I cant. The “ theory “ is that I have to many thoughts.

We shuld all know that " my "many thoughts theory" is a bunch off bull right there.{ loll, I just dissed my self} {{THAT’S NOT KOOL MAN U NEED TO CHILLLLL WITH THE DISSING}} {{{how culd I say that about myself?! Im gonna go sit in a corner and rite a blog about it now.}}} MY .G.OT.D.A.M.N.N.MOODS >=[

i abosolutly hate my school. I MEAN HATE WITH a burning passion of a million suns and a blowtourch. all this effing drama. wth. the guys at my school are like major low. they are soo perverted and we arent even that od to be thinking those kind of things. its disgusting. that is sooo not hot. i swear i can never have a decent guy friend that isnt like that. and all the popularity comments are seriously pissing me off. yeah in the past school year i have gotten pretty popular and pretty hated SO WHAT why do u have to rub it in my face? oh yeah and all the emo comments need to stop. i mean seriously who labels anymore?? its so tacky. im gonna dress what ever way i want and i culd rele care less wht u think. and dont even get me started n friend drama. i mean thereis so much stuff going on with my social life. its ridiculous. all these rumors and fight for nothing are never gonna matter. who cares about bfs and crap. my goodness everyone needs to rele chill and stop being so hypocritcal. all i want is to end this year without all this crap. and some nice comments in my yearbook.

ahh i feel better.
xoxo i heart u haha

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