Iheartgerardwaymcrxo's Journals

i hate to be a whiney bitch

but UGHH!!!! its not effing fairr!! okay first of all two days ago my brother broke his direct tv box in his room. note that HE broke it not ME . now i have to give him the cable box to my rooom soon. and now i cant wastch fuse 24/7.... well since i refuse to give up my cable box., my brother went get the fuck out of my face. i mean my mom got this one room in the basement for ME. the tv is for ME the room is for ME and the computer is MINE. and now he wont get the hek outt!! well rite now hes sitting on the couch behind me watching some shitty kiddie show while i could be watching " the best years" its not fair at all. ok now the 2nd thing thats not fair is my placement for 8th grade. im on the quest team. no what i hear is that everyone is on my team. but the everyone isnt the people that i hang out with. FUCKK! ughh i wanted to be with amber, marena, and gabby.. but NOOO i have to be with ppl that probably dont like me. but the only people that i actually hang out with are bridget and abbie. and i love them. but my homeroom SUCKS! i hate being such a shy person. bucuz that mean im not gonna make any new friends. so that means im gonna be a effing loner... what a great way to spend the 8th grade.

ok im finished ranting =]

my brother is a dumb ass

that dumbass broke the cable box in his room.. so now the one in my room is going in his room.. whichc is NOT fair becuz im not the one who broke it. sooo how the hell am i supposed to watch fuse???? god its not fair!!! does comcast have fuse???

my ipod is dyingg =[[

okay well on december 6th 2005 i got my beatiful white video ipod for my bday.. let me tell u. i took that sucker everywhere i went. but yeah anyways 2 days ago the screen was getting black spots on it. it was inside the screen. like there was a little black in the middle. and a stripe of it accross. now what im thinkin gis that the back light inside it is dying.becuz when the back lite goes off it looks fine. So now i have the back lite off. butmy mom told me that only lasts like a year. so now when im trying to watch my mcr vids there is a stripe across gees face. =[ I DONT WANT IT TO DIE!! and idk how long the warranty lasts...so now i mite but a new ipod for myself on my b-day. but im totally cunfuzzled. if i get a new ipod will i have to do itunes all over again?! will i lose all my songs?? errg i have 495 songs, 12 vids, and 150 pics!!.... but as long as i havee all my mcr songs && vids im good.

can somebody help me pleasee!!!

thankie pankie

pink eyeee

damnn i have pink eyee =[

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this is to everyone trying to figure out gerards love lifee

CHILL THE FUCK OUT!! my goodness!! everyone needs to shut up about it. yeah he might have a gf. u dont have to crazy over it. all these rumours && posers just need to stop. cant the man have a private life without everyone being all up his ass. geez!! i mite add more to this laterr. im just to lazy to finish =D oohh and all this eliza cuts hating.. is really getting old. u DONT KNOW HER. so there is no reason to hate. just a appricieate. [[ damn i cant spell ]] =] thanks for ur time

d'fused -- TEENAGERS!!

IT WAS FUCKING AHMAZING! haha i loveed it.!!! ahhh good times =]

10 commandments of mcr && the black parade

THE 10 COMMANDMENTS OF MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE

1. THOU SHALT NOT PUT A GUN TO THY LOVER'S HEAD.
2. THOU SHALT BE WILLING TO DIE FOR LOVE.
3. THOU SHALT SEEK REVENGE ON THOSE WHO WRONG YOU.
4. THOU SHALT BE A DEMOLITION LOVER.
5. THOU SHALT UNLEASH THE BATS.
6. THOU SHALT PROTECT THY LOVER FROM EVERYTHING. (EVEN VAMPIRES)
7. THOU SHALT RESPECT THE LORD, GERARD.
8. THOU SHALT SING THE HOLY HYMNS OF MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE.
9. THOU SHALT SEE BEAUTY IN BLOODY LOVE.
10. THOU SHALT ROCK HARD.

TEN COMMANDMENTS OF THE BLACK PARADE

1. THOU SHALL ACCEPT DEATH AS IT COMES
2. THOU SHALL MARCH AND SING WITHOUT QUESTION
3. THOU SHALL FACE FEAR AND REGRET
4. THOU SHALL NOT LET GO OF THY DREAMS
5. THOU SHALL GIVE BLOOD
6. THOU SHALL NOT FEAR THY SINS
7. THOU SHALL PROTECT THY BROTHERS IN ARMS
8. THALL SHALL DARKEN THY CLOTHES
9. THOU SHALL WALK THIS WORLD ALONE
10.THOU SHALL CARRY ON!

I love quizilla =]

[[oh and a heads up i cannt speel verry goodly]]

dont you hate thats your " friends " are only there to bring you down??

dont you hate that girls can make your life a living hell?

dont you hate seeing paris hilton being idoled by many girls today??

dont you hate that people say your worth nothing?

dont you hate when people say " you dont have potential" ?

dont you hate it that everyone that you love always has to die??

dont you hate it that your being ridiculed upon just becuz of ur musical taste??

dont you hate when ppl stare at you like you a freak??

dont you hate being labeled like a fuckiin beer bottle?

dont you hate having cliques? [[ that are only there to create conflict ]]

dont you hate stupid school drama?

dont you hate having real friendships broken?

dont you hate seeing dipshit sluts being " the shit "?

dont you hate that NOBODAY HAS ANY ORIGIONALITY??

dont you hate that everyone has to be picture fuckiin perfect?

dont you hate people judging you ?

well i do

and im sick of it

so people who dont agree

shove it

becuase your just

one of those people

that have to

judge

hate

mock

people who are different than you

gERARD wAY lOVES uS -- the journall

mkay by the response to this bulletin. it shows how much LITTLE respect people give to us " emos " we arent even emo. like ive send before suck it the fuck up if u dont like the music we listen to. especially mcr. i mention the music i always get shit talked by my supposed " friends" if some people wuld just take the time to listen to thier music mabey they wuldnt be giving me so much shit

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omg, wow, this is excatly what people do to me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

==========Bulletin Message==========
From: iheartgerardwaymcrxo
Date: 07/14/2007 8:55 AM
Subject: gERARD wAY lOVES uS

Have you ever been made fun of for thinking hes cute?Have you ever been called a fag just for liking him?Have you ever been laughed at because you support them?Have you ever been made fun of for copying his makeup?Have you ever had things thrown at you because you look simmalar to him?Have you ever just wanted to GIVE EM HELL kid?Well so do I!Repost this titled "Gerard Way loves us!" if you feel the same!Come on! I cant be the only one who's going through this...SUPPORT GERARD WAY!!!

So yeah, i have been laughed at, of my own cusin! I just laugh back in his face! I don't care if he hates Gerard and My Chemical Romance. Cause that opinion only counts for him! And not for me!

==========Bulletin Message==========
From: mychemtilltheend
Date: 07/14/2007 2:37 PM
Subject: gERARD wAY lOVES uS

*all the friggen time since i said i loved him in 04*
==========Bulletin Message==========
From: halos
Date: 07/14/2007 1:00 PM
Subject: gERARD wAY lOVES uS

==========Bulletin Message==========
From: iheartgerardwaymcrxo
Date: 07/14/2007 8:55 AM
Subject: gERARD wAY lOVES uS

Have you ever been made fun of for thinking hes cute?Have you ever been called a fag just for liking him?Have you ever been laughed at because you support them?Have you ever been made fun of for copying his makeup?Have you ever had things thrown at you because you look simmalar to him?Have you ever just wanted to GIVE EM HELL kid?Well so do I!Repost this titled "Gerard Way loves us!" if you feel the same!Come on! I cant be the only one who's going through this...SUPPORT GERARD WAY!!!